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Yuyu (yuyu)


August 14, 2008


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Los Angeles, California


May 12, 1974


Cancer Survivor

Cancer Info


Breast Cancer


Invasive Ductal Carcinoma, Inflammatory Breast Cancer


August 12, 2008


Stage 3


05


Grade 2


Positive


Positive


Yes


Lymph Node Removal, Mastectomy


Radiation Therapy


Carboplatin (Paraplatin), Epirubicin, Fluorouracil (5-FU), Taxol (Paclitaxel), Cyclophosphamide (Cytoxan)


Tamoxifen


Herceptin


It does not discriminate; It's a mental battle as well physical


Everyday is precious and special


Just listen to me bitc*h



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Posts: 71
Photos: 23
Events: 0
My Supporters: 68
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Comments: 523
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Yuyu's Cancer Diary

Hi, All!

I’m glad to see a lot of activities and posts going on lately on this site! I may sound cheesy, but I really love this place and hearing about others’ stories. I love encouraging and inspiring each others here.

As for me, I am doing okay. I had my second Taxol & Herceptin treatment today. It went smoothly and I am not experiencing bad side effects. This treatment regimen (weekly) has been much easier for me to deal with compared to the last regimen which was every 3 week. I can actually function and do things so far.

I’ve been trying to keep myself busy mostly with “projects”. I decided to get a fundraising thing going to help pay my expenses and also for costs needed for long-waited outside 2nd opinions from more progresive breast cancer treatment centers (e.g. UCLA). So with help from my friends, I have been promoting my ChipIn site. I am happy and grateful that people are contributing despite of this bad economy.

A few days ago, my lovely boyfriend got me an early Christmas gift. He gave me a video game, “Rock Band”, to keep me busy and entertained. It’s really fun! I can virtually be a member of rock band and play guitar, drums, and vocal. The vocal part is my favorite though I’m no way from being a good singer. Singing is such a tention reliever! I love singing loud to let all my anger, frustration, and anxiety out of my system (hopefully, my neighbors are not going to complain…).

I am also knitting like crazy! Crochet knitting takes some of my worries and anxiety away. When I can’t sleep, I just crochet away. Last night, I could not sleep so I was experimenting and trying to crochet a beenie hat. I completed it, but it turned out to be more like a beret hat. I am now going to knit a shawl for my mom.

One problem, though, is sleeping difficulty. I am sleeping in average of 4 hours a night. I am not sure if it is anxiety or medical related, but I am having such a hard time with getting a good night sleep. I usually wake up in the middle of the night and can’t go back to sleep. I somtimes take sleeping pills (Ambien or Restrol), but they lost effectiveness over time, so I’m not bothering with them anymore. Maybe I will try acupuncture or Yoga.

Also wanted to share that I have been out to public without a wig this week for the first time. I went to a support group, and one girl told me that she likes going out with just a scarf on her head because it made her feel like it is a badge of honor as a cancer fighter. She said she does not feel the need to cover up the fact that she is in treatment, but rather proud of it.

So, I tried it and liked it! I wore a nice scarf and big earings and went to stores, medical appointments, etc. I think I looked okay. Sure, some people did stare at me, but I don’t know it was a bad stare or good stare, and I really don’t care anyway. I really don’t care anymore if anyone suspects I have a cancer and going through chemo. I am not ashamed of it.

Hi Yuyu,
I’m so glad your new treatment schedule is working out better for you.

You look so great in your beanie and in the scarf! I seldom wear my wig and usually wear a scarf. I too sometimes think that I don’t want to cover up what I am going through by wearing a wig . . . other times I do.

I too have been a crocheting maniac! I decided to make every member of my family something. The kids, mine and my neices are all getting scarves and beanies, my sister, mom, aunt, etc., are getting a Prayer Shawl. I’m sure that by the time I’m done I won’t want to crochet for a while!

That is great that your boyfriend got you that video game. We don’t have it but my kid’s friends do and they just love playing it. I might get it for us for Christmas this year.

Keep staying positive . . . .you look so good!

Hugs,
Wendy

Yuyu,

Glad to hear you are feeling better. How nice of your boyfriend to buy Rock Band! We have it also & it is great family fun. I am usually the singer because I am not coordinated enough to play the guitar or drums. I have tried…and it is quite comical!

Be well,

Monica

Dear YuYu; It sounds like you are full of beans now that your regimine of chemo has changed. Perhaps it is because doing it every week, it comes in less of a dosage, or maybe it is just the different combo of drugs that are making it easier. Well good I am glad about that. Now your pictures of your new hats and scarf are wonderful. YOu look so young.
As for chrocheting, I do not know how nor would I really want to, as the wook makes my hands sweat and that I don’t like. Perhaps I should take up painting, which I used to do way back. In any case, I should do something with my hands becasue I quit smoking a week ago. Going crazy, eating gum, sucking on candy and just plainly working at the knowledge it was my only option here. I am glad to have joined the quitters group, but I must be careful. This is a one day at a time kind of thing.
If you are crocheting like crazy, how about selling them. I would buy one. Let me know what you think about that idea.
Hope you are well otherwise. Shall we be seeing you on one of those reality shows, with a mic in hand? I will be waiting.
Love Weezie

Hi Cutie!

Wow, you look great in your crochet cap and scarf. I always admired women who can wear a scarf and look fabulous. I am not one of those people. I actually like that look. It is very sheik and hip. I am glad to hear your last post. Would you be comfortable with posting your Chipin website on this site for all of your friends here to have the chance to help you out? There is a place for a website on your stats page. You sound really good Yuyu. I am glad your not working and letting people take care of you. It’s a great time for you to be selfish. I bet you could crochet some more of those cute caps and distribute them for a small price to the American Cancer Society. At my radiation place there were always cute things that people made for others. Let me know if you need any ideas for fundraising. I have a couple of others up my sleeve. Stay strong!
Love Kathleen

You Look Great! So Chic!

I didn’t like Ambian or Restoral. What worked for me was xanax. I know that’s not a sleeping pill but it works great. I still take one at night to turn my mind off.

Thank you also for the nice comments on my daughter’s party. What do you do with kids? You said you work with kids?

Yuyu,
What a nice upbeat post! I, along with everyone else, am so happy to hear you are feeling better, both mentally and physically. I take Ambien. I try not to take it too much, but I find my mind won’t shut off if I don’t. I only wore my wig about three times. I bought it before I lost my hair the first time. I hated the way it felt. I invested in BeauBeau scarves (at 4women.com) that I love. I have spent so much money on them over the past two years. They are lined with soft thin absorbent cotton, and pre-tied for you! I hate my wig. When my hair grew back in it was so completely different in color and texture, that my wig no longer looked like my hair. Now that my hair is gone for the third time, I just throw on a baseball cap when I go out. I buy one every where I go so I have an assortment of colors. I go naturale at home, and I love the feeling. Although my previously soft straight light brown hair has become stiff, sparse, white, and like steel wool. Pretty gross, good thing there is very little of it.

How about selling your hats and scarves to raise money? And, yes, please do put your “ChipIn” site on your profile. You may be surprised. Keep up your wonderful spirit, and keep singing it is good for the soul! With hugs, Gaile

Yuyu, I know why the people seem to be staring at you—- You look so beautiful in those beanies (is that what they are called?==and I have the same problem when I wear my sequined or rhinestone hats, some look like baseball caps, but with sequins all over them and some are shiny, sparkly or sequin turbans I make. I have grown accustomed to the stares because I know they are only looking at my beauty! some people even come up to me and say how much they like them and how good I look. So, keep on knitting.

Sorry Yuyu, This is sweete2 and I hit the Post Comment button in error. That post about your beauty and people staring at you was by me.

So happy you are feeling good and the treatments do not make you sick or tired. What a blessing.

I’d like to contribute toward your future treatments so tell me and others how to do it.

Love, hugs and prayers,

sweete2 better known as Ethel Craven-Sweet

Yuyu,

I am glad you are feeling better. I still take an occasional valium to get a good nights sleep. I mostly wore my scarf and sometimes the wig. I loved the scarf as well.

Stay strong. I will be traveling to LA in January maybe we can get together.

Melissa

Hi Yuyu. It’s cool that you work with children, I had my daughter talk to a (psychiatrist/psychologist one of those) who works exclusively with children and it really helped her. I just think it SUCKS what your work did to you. I also work for a non-profit organization, a Catholic hospital system, and they were so awesome to me while I was sick. So I’m very upset to hear what happened to you and I agree with the others, I do not think it legal so I’m glad you are pursuing that… well just wanted you to know I was thinking of you,

Heidi





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